Sneak-out

Last Sunday, i sneaked out of the house for a break as i was so bored of being at home for a week. I need the shallow things, i need fashion, i need to see people, i need to spend money, i just needed a walk but not in the park. please dont tell me that.

Boy, was i tired.

My body was just recovering and it probably needed more rest that i realised.

I just did window shopping from Isetan Lido, across to Tangs and then to Takashimaya and I was dead tired. I realised there was a strain in one of the veins on my thigh and it was probably due to my miscarriage. so i walked very slowly, like limping. You probably think that i must be crazy and for those who know me will know that i am.

I made an about turn and headed back home after reaching Taka.

Firstly, i was really tiring out and secondly, look at the madness, look at the crowd!

If you can count, i think there probably are thousands of people, and this is just the podium,

at the square. dont even look at the cashiers.

I can never be like these people, shopping like this is a major turn-off. puts me off right away.

then again, i needed to see the hustling and buzzling alive. i am a city folk and i will always need the city to feed me some energy and zest. this is me.

I shopped for a birthday present for sis but i was not satisfied with any.

I wanted to buy her a Coach bag but it was $945. wow, that is like one thousand dollar$.

hummm,,, that got to wait a while.

I would love to splurge on something like that. Expensive bags and diamond earrings.

I mean, there are people buying them like ordinary stuff, day in, day out. and for me, it would be some quality thing that i would use for some years and that is reasonable, wouldnt it be?

So, with a new mindset, i went to check out all the expensive stuff i wanna buy. the Loewe bags and diamonds at the cheaper joints like SK jewllery.

One day i am going to buy some of them.

and i wanna buy them for my sis, my cousins and my friends.

that will make me very happy.

well, if i can satisfy myself in body, mind and soul, i should also allow myself to be satisfied with material. this is no different.